With time,changes occurs.
Woke up this morning and felt really negative.
Mostly because of what I've done and have continued doing.
Tried really hard to calm myself down and managed to stop myself from spiraling down to an anxiety attack.
Though I still feel somewhat restless.
I realized how much I've changed.
Reading my past post for the last 2 years.
I realized how much happier and cheerful I was.
Not that I was a ball of sunshine or anything but still...
Saved for the episode of melt down I had.
That was actually a major episode that I managed to get over and kept positive after that.
Now, it's just I'm generally in this state of non-happiness.
It's not that I'm always happy but I'm almost never happy.
The only time that I'm "happy" is when I have fun.
Which basically involves crazy stuff and being around people that I don't usually hang out with.
I can't keep all of it from being written across my face.
So when people asked if I'm okay.
I'll just say that I'm tired.
Which is I guess not really far away from the truth.
My soul, my mind and my body are all exhausted.
My heart is locked, closed to everyone.
What I used to do is I would at least call someone to pour all my heart now.
Now, I wouldn't.
I can't.
Some things are meant to for the person to get over it.
If it's my own attitude and mindset, no one else would be able to talk me out of it.
I'm really tired.
My Profile
Visit Akibahara to buy lots of otaku stuff~
.Name: Wong Chiou Torng, pronounced as Qiu Tong...
Initials: Wong C.T
Age:17
Birthday: 25th August
Star sign: Virgo
Nationality:Singaporean
School：Temasek Polytechnic
Loves:Anime and Manga, TPJCG, Food glorious food, Chocolate,Piano :D
Dislikes:Being packed like a sardine and going hungry
名前は：チュ トン
年齢:十七歳
誕生日:25th August 1992
国籍:シンガッポル人
学園:テマせく ポリテクニック
[[ The Wishlist ]]
Grow taller...even by 1cm will do~
Pass Piano Grade 5 Theory
NOT TO HAVE SUPP PAPER!!!
Annaーちゃん.
Gagaーちゃん
Isabellaーちゃん
Joveyーちゃん
Louisーちゃん
Tingkeーちゃん
Zheng Yuanーちゃん
Sindyーちゃｎ
Shi Binー君.
SweeSoonー君.
Da creater
Leave a little pixie dust if you will~
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
April 2009
July 2009
August 2009
November 2009
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
August 2010
October 2010
December 2010
January 2011
May 2011
June 2011
With time,changes occurs.
Woke up this morning and felt really negative.
Mostly because of what I've done and have continued doing.
Tried really hard to calm myself down and managed to stop myself from spiraling down to an anxiety attack.
Though I still feel somewhat restless.
I realized how much I've changed.
Reading my past post for the last 2 years.
I realized how much happier and cheerful I was.
Not that I was a ball of sunshine or anything but still...
Saved for the episode of melt down I had.
That was actually a major episode that I managed to get over and kept positive after that.
Now, it's just I'm generally in this state of non-happiness.
It's not that I'm always happy but I'm almost never happy.
The only time that I'm "happy" is when I have fun.
Which basically involves crazy stuff and being around people that I don't usually hang out with.
I can't keep all of it from being written across my face.
So when people asked if I'm okay.
I'll just say that I'm tired.
Which is I guess not really far away from the truth.
My soul, my mind and my body are all exhausted.
My heart is locked, closed to everyone.
What I used to do is I would at least call someone to pour all my heart now.
Now, I wouldn't.
I can't.
Some things are meant to for the person to get over it.
If it's my own attitude and mindset, no one else would be able to talk me out of it.
I'm really tired.